| 2009-08-26 16:53:07 / SOUNDS OF BLACKNESS! | |
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Yesterday was the release of the 3rd Gift CD by Sounds of Blackness! It was super exciting for me. I have always had high regard for Gary Hines and Sounds and its always nice to see your friends keep moving on their dreams. This particular CD is very special to me because Gary asked me to work on a track with him that was partially inspired by a conversation i had with Barak Obama. I told Gary about the first time i met Barak, generally i was a little unimpressed because i was still a little sour that Hillary was not going to be President. I\'m all about the advancement of women and can\'t say Barak had my confidence at first but it wasnt long before Barak won me over with his insight and charm. One thing in particular he said to me that stayed with me and that was , \"we are ONE\". I was amazed at his choice in words and how he tried to relate to me, even with my attitude.I let go for a minute and realized he had something really powerful to say and started listening. It\'s always very humbling to me when i see a person chose the high road. His words have remained with me and now they are part of a beautiful song. The song, \"Audacity of Hope (we are one)\" is a homage to our president. Gary also chose to dedicate it to Michael Jackson, who was killed this year from drug overdose. Its a true reminder to me of how things come around full circle and i am grateful for the tiny part that i played in creating something deeper. Love and peace |
| 2009-08-03 18:37:50 / middle of it all | |
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I\'m in the middle of the year, middle of finishing my album, middle of my life... The album is taking far longer than i wanted it to. I have now decided that i can do nothing to speed it up. No amount of pushing, anguishing or distress will move things faster. Its a funny thing...this need for control. ONE DAY..i shall master it! Control the need to control..LOL... have a great day people.xo |
| 2009-07-20 16:30:22 / GirlCation... | |
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This weekend i went on a little trip with my girlfriends because one of my girls broke up with the guy she thought she was going to marry. I have to say, even though the reason we decided to go on this trip was sad, the result of being together and really loving one another was amazing. So much came out of our conversations...there were some gripping discoveries...one of my girlfriends had been an African Princess for a little while, apparently her mother had a short lived marriage to a Nigerian Prince. Yes...i know. I was captivated by the great conversation and feel that the true interest and love gave way to something greater. I am so glad for my girlcation..and now have decided me and girls need to travel away from our men, away from the day to day and just breathe, talk and laugh in each others company.x |
| 2009-05-26 19:53:31 / Studio and Sore throat | |
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I have a sore throat. I am scheduled for studio time this week and next. Everything is set, everyone is waiting on me and I am waiting on my voice. I\'ve been inhaling, gargling, chewing and ingesting every kind of medicine i can think of. Today, i went to whole foods and bought Echinascea Goldenseal Propolis throat spray. The one thing i havent done yet. It instructs you to spray three times. I barely could get past two distasteful squirts that numbed the back of my throat and tongue. Was that suppose to happen? In any case, i may have to resort to the tried and true. Brandy, water and lemon...now that has to work!!!! |
| 2009-05-22 20:53:08 / Deep Connections | |
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I have to say, i love the cyclical web of life. Everything seems to come around full circle. Specifically, i am talking about when relationships that were once lathered in scorn or hatred and then over time come to a deeper understanding of acceptance. We can never change ANYONE but we can change our feelings and response to that person. As time passes, we learn that the only power we have is the power OVER ourselves. No one else. Its funny how subsequent desire to control fades when we realize we have no control. |
| 2009-04-28 14:03:50 / ASCAP EXPO 2009 | |
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I had a great time on the weekend. Met some really talented amazing people. Ran into some unkind injurious people as well. When i see people who are hurtful and unkind i often wonder what makes them that way. I don\'t take it personal because i think, \"you dont know me, if you did, you wouldnt act this way...we would find common ground...i just know it\" As i get older and time passes, i see that people accumulate more and more baggage and dont know how to set the weight down that they carry on their shoulders. They respond to their triggers they\'ve been responding to for years. I love it when i am challenged with someone\'s negative energy...i have to find some way to let their burdens NOT burden me... Isnt if funny where we learn our lessons...at the Ascap Expo no less... Love and peace M |
| 2009-03-24 09:34:34 / SXSW- Austin-BBQ | |
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Helloooooo there! I was just in Austin last week for SXSW and although i don\\\'t feel like it entirely catered to my musical taste, it was a great place to connect and reconnect with like minded people. I had a great time but was a little overwhelmed at how many people came out. i think its a good place to just meet people,the fact that i met so many more people from various aspects of the industry really opened a whole new world for me. I started expanding my understanding of where i believe the music is headed. For all of you who i met at SXSW- thanks for the great convos! i don\'t believe that i met one person who i thought wasnt great! Mind you anyone looks fabulous when you sharing BBQ!!! Aaaah it takes me back to Rodeo days at the Stampede, standing in line for flapjacks in cowboy hats and scarves. Yes, its true- i may look like a cosmopolite..but really i am just a cowgirl at heart..hahaha. Peace!!! M. |
| 2008-11-16 11:33:30 / At the end of another year...ALMOST.... | |
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So here we are again. I can\'t believe it AGAIN. I don\'t really know why i am shocked every time a year ends. But then again, i\'ve always had such an interesting and complicated relationship with TIME. Its one of those things i will never be able to hold down because its gone before i have the chance to understand it. I remember sitting in a Phenomenology class years ago...my introductions to Heidegger and the complications of just \"being\" shaped all the complications i now struggle with. That class was a defining moment, the beginning of another existential dilemma, a new more perplexing way of asking \"why\" we are here and what my subjective consciousness means...adding more to the conundrums i already deal with. So, i guess, this is why i still sit here shocked in November. Confused and Dazed in December, remembering another year gone. Still wondering....where did it go? |
| 2008-10-10 14:25:08 / Brain Center | |
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I just went to the coolest joint yesterday. Its a cognitive exercise gym. I was fascinated by the prospect of working my brain for better focus, better comprehension and memory. Apparently cognitive studies have shown that answers lie in Neuroplasticity, the brains ability to change- chemically, physically and functionally- pretty cool huh...so i am going to start going to this brain gym. Check in with me a few months from now. I\'ll tell you how smart i am...xox |
| 2008-09-27 21:43:27 / LA...LA...LA | |
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I have been in LA now for what seems like months. It not really true because i have been traveling to and from LA but, any time i remain in LA for more than 2 weeks, i need to leave just to get a little relief. I have some amazing friends in LA, some of my closest friends live here...so its not the lack of community that exhausts me. I think it has more to do with constantly being exposed to the \\\'business\\\'. There is immense creative talent in LA, everyone has come from somewhere trying to \\\"make it\\\" and its not an easy thing to do. With all of this talent comes the face of something unrealistic, a desire to meet those expectations of what people have deemed success which sometimes looks like FAME. The funny thing is...most of the famous people i know, dont have very much at all. They are making very little and struggling but because one may see their face plastered all over magazines, one assumes that they must be filthy rich. So... people come to LA chasing the glamour and sex appeal of Hollywood superbad, super sheik..super fab. I\'ve asked myself what i am here for, and at first i thought maybe it was same reason as everyone else...to be acknowledged and understood for the craft i think is important but its not. I realized i am here for some reason i have no control over. Its that something that takes hold of anyone who needs say something, the desire to be HEARD. i\'m here so people will see me and know that the face of music isnt just black or white. Im here because \\\"THEY\\\" are here...and i need \\\"THEM\\\". But most importantly, i am here because the music brings me here....with so much talent pooled in one place...its so hard to get away...peace. M. |
| 2008-09-10 12:53:43 / Social Networking | |
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I am already on Facebook and Myspace...now i am told i need to join more social networking sites to stay current on the web. I am a little confused because everything i read says Social Networking sites like myspace and facebook should be dead in a year or two. The pundits say people are already sick of it.I dont know what to believe, all i know is that i get friends requests every single time i log on. I get tons of messages from people who are just looking to connect. It use to be that folks really didnt want to talk about who they met online, or if they dated online ect. These days, everyone is connecting over the web. I have friends who have made platonic friendships with similar interests over CL. I dont know how often that really happens, but i guess it does seem to happen and is happening...but is it really that hard to meet people or am i just out ALOT?? The interesting thing about Facebook is that if your friend is friends with someone...it feels a little safer that they have been screened. See, then i have to get into this whole thing about what friendship is- Can you really be friends because it says so onscreen?. Something i call PRETEND FRIENDS. I know a lot of Hollywood Folks i call Pretend friends. People who see at events, are nice to but they dont have a clue of who you really are. Ok so that is my input for today...your thoughts? |
| 2008-09-02 14:42:31 / YEAR IS GONE!!!!! | |
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I can\'t believe the year is almost over! Its already Sept...and how did we get here? Its crazy to think how much time has passed. I am still wondering what i did this year. Isnt it strange that at the end of the year, we keep thinking of the beginning. Did we do everything we set out to? Go where we wanted to? I am not sure i have...have you? |
| 2008-08-31 12:08:27 / Satellite home in LA | |
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So...i have moved to LA...well...sort of. Its my satellite home. Its a wise choice as the album is coming to its closure. I need to spend more time in LA, just getting stuff done...and being on location helps more than anything. I love the hustle of LA. At times it can be a little crazy, as anyone that lives here knows. There is the sad pretend friends that one comes across. Kisses and hugs when you see them but really have no insight as to who you are as a human being. Shallow? Yes..only because no one wants to be mean to anyone...its a strange thing. I dont know why it is that everyone is this way, perhaps its the whole adage that you see the same people up as you do down. Its not that i want people to be mean, i just want people to be REAL. Dont pretend you like me when you dont, dont pretend you want to be my friend and then i dont ever hear from you. I\'m talking about weird stuff like that. In any case, i find i can usually vibe with the people that are not from LA more than the natives to this city. Those that grew up here and are from here, are usually more jaded and so deep in the hollywood mix that its hard to find a diamond in the ruff. What i am really hoping, is that i will meet some awesome amazing natives of LA and i will have to take back what i said. PLEASE, i\'m waiting for some to prove me wrong! M. |
| 2008-08-21 11:58:33 / Experience of the Music | |
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I just got a pre-final mix the other day for the tracks with Karsh and Gaurav. It was a very exciting moment for me, I had not heard the Bansuri mix (Indian Flute) fully executed on the track. The Bansuri is one of my absolute favorite instruments and it was essential that we have it woven through the tracks. Gaurav found me one very well known, brilliant Bansuri player that he uses often. I can’t tell you how exciting it was for me to just sit back and hear the notes bind together in this amazing symphonic intoxication...i wanted to just sit and listen. Lose myself in the vibration of notes that hovered just over my voice. There are no other words I can say but that I love how the Bansuri sits in the tracks I’ve done with Karsh/Gaurav. They are a true representation of what I call Urban Asian Fusion. I am an amalgamation of east and west, all of it can measure my understanding of how I see the world, its always a mix of both philosophies, material or immaterial. In any case, the music is painting my life in an interesting way. I see myself differently...when I am in my deepest moments, I see myself only as the experience of the music... |
| 2008-07-30 11:11:58 / IN the STUDIO | |
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We just wrapped up one of my favorite songs last night. Me, Karsh and Gaurav started the track in India this Jan. so i am super excited about finishing the lead vocals. Now, its up to the boys to mix it and send it to me. We start laying down the lead for another song we wrote in India as well, the funny thing is...its another sad song. I was amused at how all three of us seem to gravitate towards the somber sad mood in music. For me, i have always felt that its easy to express the pain and hurt in songs, rather than express it in conversation. Music is the place of release, it allows me to just let go and not worry that someone might not connect or get it....because most often, everyone understands the sorrow of loss and separation. Heres to another sad love song. xox |
| 2008-07-19 22:35:43 / Making Music | |
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So i really want to write a song about my shoes....yes. I said it. I love my shoes. And i know every woman out there is agreeing with me right about now. I brought the idea to Karsh and Gaurav in India...needless to say....we got a little flustered...what i really wanted was a euphemism. Oh i know you know what i am talking about...dont even act like you dont!! i have to say, i really like being a girl. i like that i have tons of fabulous shoes. Right now my D&G\'s are making me smile...and tomorrow who knows i might throw on my hot pink Louboutins. No man can satisfy as often...sorry boys..iz the truth.xxxxx |
| 2008-06-21 17:12:30 / keeping to my word | |
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One thing that is so tiresome in the music industry is lack of importance on keeping ones word. When someone says to me, im going to call or I will get that to you and they dont...i wonder. I also wonder why people hand out their business cards. WHY? if you dont want to get in touch, why do it? I respect people who dont give out their info if they dont want to. I usually dont ask anyone for cards anymore and usually dont give out cards anymore either. If i really like someone we usually trade our phone number right there. One of my friends who is a blues artist, Kevin Moore or Keb Mo is probably one of the most straight up guys i have met in the industry. He\\\'s so on point about everything. I\\\'m trying to be more like him. He says, what he does and does what he says. He reminds me how to stay real and honest in a industry that hides. Believe you me, i have always thought saying what you mean is important even though its so easy to slip into hollywood...but today i may just be a little more serious about what i mean to say and how to keep that real. xxx peace and love. M. |
| 2008-06-17 12:21:08 / THE FOUR AGREEMENTS | |
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Currently i am deep into a book by Don Miguel Ruiz called the Four Agreements. I have to say, i stuck on the second agreement. I have read it over and over and over again. What is it you may ask? DONT TAKE ANYTHING PERSONALLY- nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinion and actions of others, you wont be the victim of needless suffering. Embracing this truly and honestly is an incredible task. How joyous it makes us feel when someone tells us how amazing or beautiful we are. But if i already know it, then does it make a difference if someone says i am beautiful or a bitch? The greater consciousness says it should never matter. Ruiz says cut the chains of influence others may have on your spirit, your soul because of what they say, let it not affect you in any way. I think for the most part, i watch and learn as people make their judgements and i try desperately not to make mine. I try and try again to keep my heart open, but then again we are all here just trying our best with what we know...right? Love and peace. M. Comment 2008-07-12 09:08:41 by George. Love your music |
| 2008-06-02 17:26:09 / 2008 almost gone!!! | |
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I marvel at how quickly the days turn to months and then the months to years. It feels like i was celebrating the new year just yesterday, and today we are in June. HOW DOES IT HAPPEN?? I wanted to take it all in slowly, enjoy and savor the experience. The flavor of each succulent minute. It feels as though all of it is slipping away too quick. I cant even manage to hold on to what i think is solid, so how can i hold on to my life, wrapped ever so beautifully in the blanket of time? Its such a strange thing. TIME. Bring it back. I am not done yet!!! Comment 2008-06-14 20:27:51 by G.2 Well I\'ll say its a good thing youre not done yet girl cause from what im hearing and seeing youve got a whole lot more to give!!Glad to be your friend & mentor Best~G.2 |
| 2007-11-07 10:55:00 / MOTHERLAND SERVES IT UP... | |
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Ok, its been a while since i have been working on my trip to the motherland...not Africa...India. In a land of intense dichotomy, I actually gained weight on my last trip a few years ago. I know- gaining weight in a land known for poverty, a third world country seems like a paradoxical statement. I couldn’t figure it out myself but Mumbai hit it to me hard. The food had intense flavor and richness. If anyone knows me, they know my love for food. I refuse to travel to any place that can’t serve it up. In fact one of my favorites was a place Greg wrote about in his book Shantaram, a little spot he frequented in the book…and in real life. We ran into him numerous times by accident after we had been introduced by a mutual friend. The place is called Leopold’s. I lived for the Asian inspired chili-laced noodles with chicken and rich curried fish. I can’t wait to land in Mumbai and head straight to all my favorite food joints. Come December…I will eat! And of course work a little too, since I am going specifically to cut some tracks with Karsh Kale…M |
| 2007-11-02 10:02:12 / SOOOOOO TIRED | |
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I have a 8am workout with my trainer. This is not normal for me. I dont get up at 8am to go get my ass beat by my trainer- usually save that for at least 10am...but its the only time i have today, and i\\\'m on this new committed to getting fit kick. Its feels good to see my body change...but DAMN is it work. Im glad my trainer is also a boxing instructor- Makes our workouts a little more interesting when we box. Ok...so i just had to blog this as to convince myself this is a great idea...otherwise i might just be tempted to slip right under the covers again...M. |
| 2007-10-31 08:40:16 / HAPPY HALLOWEEN | |
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Ok, the other night i danced with someone dressed up as a teddy bear...HEAD TO TOE....reminded me of the episode from Entourage, for those of you who have seen it...i know i dont need to say more. No real plans tonight, gotta work and besides i am still paying for going out with some friends on Monday night.... I have to say one thing...women in LA are not shy. The only thing is, i really wish women would not wear their underwear as costumes. I seen some crazy lingerie that i am sure was meant for the bedroom and not the dance floor. . My thing is... when you got it, flaunt it right!!! At the end of the day its all about how secure you are. I think a woman can be classy and sexy at the same time. Whats up with so many women being Trashy and thinkn that is HOT? I mean if you wanna show it, show it in a sexy way that makes men and women want you! I am all about empowerment and giving allowance for whatever a woman desires. I have seen women get attention because they knew how to rock their sexuality. Women that were so confident they could get attention from men and women. NOW THAT SAYS IT ALL! In my world, there are no rules that should disempower according to what a woman wears but unfortunately; society doesn’t see it that way. Showing up in bra and panties bought from Victoria Secret (i know bc i had the same ones) is just silly....aside from also being uncreative...sheesh. Reality is, the way a woman wears her clothes is what makes her smok\'n. No? So if anyone reads this today before they walk out in their underwear...please dont...and i really mean that...wear the full on teddy bear outfit...at least you\'ll be creative.xx |
| 2007-10-02 17:30:05 / Creators of TRUTH-Jimi Hendrix | |
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Tonight there is a very special video documentary I am going to watch on Jimi Hendrix. I can’t wait to see this because I think it will give me further insight into a man whose impact still reverberates through music history. I think it was Stanislavski who said, “my task is to elevate the family of artists from the ignorant, half educated, and the profiteers and to convey to the younger generation that an actor is the priest of beauty and truth.” Stanislavski was talking mainly of actors, but I see so much truth for all creators in this quote. I believe that art should raise people not only in their spirit but in culture and taste. If this is our highest objective than we as creators of truth need to produce all that comes from the gut, I would say, even when it seems like it can’t be. I feel my mere existence is a paradox, I am bound to truth whether it be ugly or beautiful. Some don’t like the sound of this. In fact I am in the throws of emotional purging as I write this. My ugliness has come to surface for a few days…the sight of weakness and clinging are corrupting my calm….and my response to that. Whatever. So be it. The goal is to be filled with love even in the spoils of absolute disgust for what doesn’t carry me higher…no? Anywho…I hope to lose myself tonight into a bigger dream. One that shows me what intoxication of music really looks like. Peace. M. xox |
| 2007-09-27 13:13:49 / BACK AND FORTH | |
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I have been traveling so much lately...LA to SF and back again. I like both cities; I devour the beautiful days and nights in LA and pronounce it absolutely delicious. If LA is the dessert, San Francisco is the gourmet feast. I can’t live without coming back home and dipping my fresh baked Madelines into a steaming hot cup of Pete’s Holiday blend. The mood, the details of walking on a windy day to the whole foods near my house, the smell of the streets, a dry mixture of seeded wheat bread and Parmigiano Reggiano butter imported from Italy…aaaahhh…how I love San Francisco. Leaving LA is hard though, there is a bittersweet departure….like the taste of a doomed lovers kiss…and again…I find so many reasons to stay…and to leave again… Xox. M. |
| 2007-07-29 19:16:46 / We are all the SAME | |
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Human beings are more alike than unalike, and what is true is true everywhere, yet I encourage travel to as many destinations as possible for the sake of education as well as pleasure....Perhaps travel cannot prevent bigotry, but by demonstrating that all people cry, laugh, eat and worry and die, it can introduce the idea that if we try to understand each other, we may even become friends~Maya Angelou. This inspired me today so i thought i would share it with you. Love to you. xM |
| 2007-07-11 22:37:11 / The writing process | |
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It’s a crazy summer. I’ve been really busy…writing new material. Just wrote two songs I am very happy with…and I if I may tell you, its difficult to be happy with material I’ve written. I am always in a state of remolding, reshaping the song to fit my current state of mind. Since my self, my being is in constant flux I feel it sooo difficult to pin down something that captures the truth. All this drama constantly arrests my mind. I pull to look to something deeper past the complicated narrative I pen down on paper and put into melody. I think when I collab its easier. I give permission to be influenced. To let the limits bring me closer to the truth. Anywho…What I mean to say is for now, I am happy. Happy that I am writing. Happy that the destiny of the songs seems to be solid…until a moment of discontent pushes me into another motion…aaaah…the life of artist. So, whats up with you? M…xx |
| 2007-07-03 03:39:58 / IPHONE. | |
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So I just got the iphone. All I have to say is that its freak’n amazing! I had the treo previously and I really HATED it. I know what you’re thinking…HATE is a strong word….but no let me clarify that I did HATE it. I want to have a small breaking the phone ritual but my tech has already laid claim to it. He says he may be able to reformat it. Well…all the power to him. Anywas…all I want to say is APPLE rocks. I love the phones, the computers…all of it. So there it is. My very public announcement. If you can manage to get your hands a iphone…do it. The graphics are amazing. It has a chat thread like the treo, which I love. It’s a good way to make sure you’ve responded to people and have good manners about communication. Anyway…I am super tired. I just wanted to let you know that the iphone is the bomb! Get it if you can. x |
| 2007-05-03 13:20:54 / ASIA...A FORCE TO RECKON WITH... | |
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I spent a few days with a visionary friend of mine in LA, he had brought together an Asian panel of experts spanning from India, Japan and China. He echoed something i have thought for ages, Asia is the NEXT global playground. The economic benefits of a youth the size of our US of A that are consumers...is exciting. As an Artist, i see infinite possibilities in an expansive global model. I guess it really will be up to the few who have enough gusto to run with it...to really invest in a market that might not have immediate return but massive long term upside. In any case, i think a trip to India is LONG overdue.x |
| 2007-04-23 17:08:33 / ASCAP conf. | |
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Hey there everyone who attended the ASCAP \" i create music\" conference- Was great to meet all of you! What a great couple of days! I think the most fun i had was meeting people...now hopefully i will get to know all the wonderful producers/songwriters/artists i connected wtih...much peace and love. M. |
| 2007-04-05 14:38:22 / Planet Earth | |
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Hey there. Has anyone seen this new show called Planet Earth. Its AMAZING!!!!!!! If you have not seen it...find out how you can see it. Its brilliant. It makes one fall inlove this awe-inspiring place we call EARTH. The cinematics of this show will take your breath away...apparently it took 5 years of footage to create just one season. Watching it the few times i have...I have learned so much on the hunting patterns of animals and the hyper sensitive awareness of prey. Mind you, it will beg you to ask deeper existential questions...and you may just be pondering the WHY\'s of the world before you know it. I still want to know WHY we destroy so much beauty, how can we demolish our home with bombs,pollution, gas...oil? I feel illuminated just seeing this awesome show. love to you. M |
| 2007-03-21 14:06:05 / It doesnt last long | |
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Thank God writers block goes away. Yesterday I wrote another song. I am very excited about it. Its called Silent Truth. I think now I finally have a concept and story line for the album, I know what I want it look like and represent…have most of the creative elements quietly sitting in the corners of my mind, waiting for their moment. My next challenge is going in for a photo shoot. I have been avoiding it like the plague. At the very beginning of the album, I had a concrete idea as to what my persona should be, now after writing all these songs, going deeper…feeling almost NAKED, I am not sure. I am thinking of something very artistic and bare- something that reflects the emotional and cognitive development of this album and doesn’t negate the authenticity of my journey. I don’t want to devalue my work by having an intensely commercialized image…it has to be ART in action. I guess, I will have to speak to my photographer about the vision I have. So here I go, in motion, dropping little abstracts of my self-image into all the places I live…music, life and love. Have a beautiful day. x |
| 2007-03-13 13:57:08 / Uninspired | |
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Ok- Think i have hit writers block. Last few days i have felt totally uninspired. I am not in the mood to write or go in the studio. Or do anything for that matter. I just feel like hanging at home and watching reruns of LOST. Not sure whats up with that...I keep trying to invoke a muse- anything...hoping it will come from a conversation, a movie, a painting, a red red rose...NOTHING...and now i am just sitting here wondering what to do. M. |
| 2007-02-14 15:11:52 / Grammy Moments | |
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Its funny how when one is caught up in doing something really exciting its hard to get into anything else. What am I talking about? Well…I went to the Grammys this year but didn’t feel it. I enjoyed Sting, loved Chris Brown and the oh so fly Justin Timberlake with T.I. Even with all the buzz, the many many events, my heart remained in San Francisco- I was desperate to get back to the studio. Just not feeling the Grammy vibe. I am glad that I came and reconnected with all of my friends and made new friends but I just couldn’t fit myself in the drama. Had a few moments I remember, it was fun at my hotel. I saw Jermaine Dupri, India Arie and so many others. Anywas…my most FUN Grammy moment was at the event itself. I met Brooke Hogan on the Red Carpet and in the lobby. Brooke and her mom were SUPER sweet. I just loved talking to them and since I watch the show on occasion it was neat to see her in person. Oh and by the way. Christina is TINY with a HUGE voice. Its amazing how different people look in the Media and what it is in real life. Ok so those are the Grammy moments. Now I am heading back to writing, writing, writing and recording my brand Spanking new album. xxxx Comment 2007-03-13 14:02:36 by Mira Whats up Steven- its been a long time since i saw you! Thanks for dropping a line! Call me- lets catch up.xxComment 2007-02-19 21:08:31 by Steven ...hi mira! hope you are doing well. When is your new album coming out? Things here in San Diego are going well. Take care - steven |
| 2007-02-04 12:32:26 / Gavin Newsom-oh no he just diidnt | |
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Gavin Newsom... “oh no he just di’idn’t”…yeas- he did. He says everything is true. So, now what? I have to say- I like Gavin. Always have. He’s a little dangerous, takes risks and does what he thinks is right…and now I like him even more because he took full responsibility of what happened. He admitted it and now is trying to move on. SO-let him move on. Most people I speak to tell me its more about loyalty, having an affair with his top aide’s wife is the biggest blunder in trust. I can sympathize, trust is definitely shattered, but who is perfect? In a perfect world Gavin would have stayed with Kimberely, they would have a 2 perfect children and he would have danced into national politics. That would have made tongues stop wagging about his personal life, but NOBODY is perfect. Not me, not you and not our Mayor. In my books. He’s still super duper fly. Peace. M. |
| 2007-01-21 13:10:10 / Shilpa on Big Brother | |
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Shilpa who is paid 350,000 pound sterling for her pain of being on the show Big Brother really has nothing to complain about. She\'s just thrust herself into international stardom-viewership for the show has increased from 3.5 million to 5.5 million. In the REAL life episodes we act out daily- all the ism\'s are OVERT and present. Racism, Sexism, anarchism, terrorism, journalism, radicalism, bullshitism, political absolutism (currently Bush??) Ok- I could go on forever but I won’t. The move from the ism\'s to internal shift is a big one. The Racist, Sexist comments towards Shetty are a further validation of the obvious hierarchal system in our society. So how can biological differences make one better than another. I imagine Ms. Shetty has judged others in a country still haunted by the practice of the CAST system. Deny it all you want. I have seen the poor scraping the bottom of the barrel in India and never quite understood why integration between US and THEM never really happens. Thank God for the emerging middle class. Thank God for the power of KNOWLEDGE to make a difference...because once you know something...its really hard to ignore that sweet morsel of knowledge....isn\'t it? |
| 2007-01-13 10:43:30 / its been a while | |
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Sorry for not writing sooner. Its been a crazy Holiday season for me. I had TONS of family visiting me and i have to say it really wore me down- don\'t get me wrong, I LOVE MY FAMILY- they are the only people in this world who have shown me true unconditional love...with all the ways i $#%$#%$ up, i kinda need that. Hahaha. Anywho, i am back. FULL SWING baby. I am working my tosh off, album should be done by Summer. YEAH!!!! You have no idea what i have in store for you. You are going to be shocked at the turns we are taking to make this thing unbelievable- Incredible team- Recording at a legendary studio. Its such a blessing to be here, after the chrysalis stage i experienced last year. I let all the joy, sorrow, pain and bliss just incubate and now i am emerging with wings...can\'t wait. xoxoxM |
| 2006-10-31 14:22:53 / the internets | |
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i think Bush is so funny. Poor guy- he can\'t be expected to know it all. Can he? X-M |
| 2006-10-30 17:46:24 / DIGITAL PIRACY | |
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Its hard to say if its flattering or insulting when someone downloads my music and sends it to their friends or family. I am happy that people like it enough to want to share it, but I am disturbed that my music is ripped off. Since the average consumer has no idea the cost of each song to create, I can understand the desire to violate copyrights. Its easy, its cheap and hassle free. I am glad to see that awareness and understanding is building to support and protect artist content. MySpace has just licensed anit-piracy technology. Apparently it is a MusicID audio fingerprinting technology so it has the means to block and identify copyright protected music files. YEAH. Music piracy is the behemoth that is making a dent in the way we produce and create music…and I have to say it does excite me to know that someone is trying to get people to understand that all that hard work we do should not be taken for granted. I know we still have a long long road ahead before the amount of infringing material on websites, cds and ipods finally is truly paid for…until then, this feels like a small victory. M. |
| 2006-10-19 17:57:19 / ACTING IS TAXING | |
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So, i have been taking classes to become and Actor....its very interesting, the fine line of your self and that of the character. I have a deep respect for Actors who can move through this space with ease. I am immensely confused in this world of the REAL and NON-REAL. How do you bring the REAL into everything that is fake, fake time, fake place, fake story...my emotions, my understanding has to be so intense, so passionate that otherwise i can seem so absolutely ridiculous. The last scene I did truly did cost me. I invested so much emotionally that I had to pull back because I felt it opening wounds I wasn’t sure I wanted to explore. It was a scene from the play Closer. Unbelievable. A classmate made an interesting comment yesterday, she said some actors are afraid that one might question how one can have such a deep relationship to the character. To play a character with so much depth and understanding is actually tapping into depth of comprehension and understanding. Sometimes it comes from so much reality it hurts. And some times its too much reality to deal with, as in abusive or rape scenes. I have known Actors whose character was raped or abused and they felt as though they had been dealt the same hand. In any case, I am truly glad I have the luxury to ponder such a quandary. GOSH, what a rollercoaster. And they say Acting is not Therapy. HAH- I beg to differ. M. Comment 2007-01-02 14:58:19 by Ashaa My Love,Welcome to the process of acting! It truly is a craft and the secret is to detach from each scene and move on...My teacher always suggests that when you have done the work you don\\\'t have to overwork it, cause the emotions are there in your cell memory. Just trust!!! Beautiful site!!! In Grace\\\\\\\'Ashaa |
| 2006-10-09 15:45:38 / WATER | |
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I watched the movie WATER by Deepa Mehta- set in the 1930s during the rise of the independence struggles against British colonial rule; the film examines the plight of a group of widows forced in ashram hair shorn, in white garb- forever mourning the loss of their husbands. It was a powerful and important movie that forced me to re-examine my sense of worth. Why do we always feel the need to have a man define our worth? Its as though status immediately elevates when a women HAS a beau and if she does not- she is not as LUCKY, as FORTUNATE to have found her mate. Who made up these cockamamie rules anyways? In Indian society its worse, being divorced or widowed is almost as if you were dead. Maybe not as overtly at the same level as in the 1930’s but there is a definite social reproval. Sometimes I wonder why there is still so much inhumanity- I just can’t GET it. Can’t seem to grasp it. Anyone? xxM. |
| 2006-09-19 17:14:18 / TAKES A LONG TIME!!!!! | |
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You know, i have had so many people ask me when the next album is gonna drop...so here it is. IT TAKES A LONG TIME. Most people have not idea that one song- 3 to 4 minutes long...can take over a month or a YEAR. yes...A YEAR. pretty crazy eh? So i am just letting you all know...i have no clue. I want it done by next year. REALLY DO but who knows. I am trying something totally new. I think a new genre entirely. We\'ll see. Every new drop needs a new flava....so its gotta come from my reality which is really just MADNESS right now. Its emotionally charged- pain, drama, love, sorrow, freedom...so who knows what can develops from being so tangled up. Much love and peace. XOX. M. Comment 2006-10-30 18:09:21 by Sandy Cresa, Beverly Hils I agree. Just do what your doing. It will come together when you are ready. Already love what you did before. Comment 2006-10-10 13:56:19 by Michael Warren, Richmond, CA From what I know of you and your sound, I think you are ready for a new or expanded sound. It always takes time to mature and be confident with change. Your advantage is that you haven\'t become so mega star that changing might blow your audience away. You still have room to run with different styles. On second thought blowing their minds away is a good thing. Gwen Stafannie, now doing hiphop while Goapele is on the road with Mickie Hart and Phish band members. So finish that album and let\'s see where you take us next. |
| 2006-09-17 21:36:16 / MET DAVID COPPERFIELD | |
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Had the most amazing night on Friday- We celebrated David Copperfield’s b-day at PURE nightclub at Caesars in Vegas. What a trip to be around this man- the Pussycat dolls sang him the happy bday song- It was awesome! David was fascinating and strange at the same time. By the end of night all of my girls had a MAD crush on him. His personality - kinda goofy, a little silly and very charming makes him super fly. But before the club we went to go see him perform his magic show. All I can say is that I just can’t understand it. No matter how you explain it to me. My mind will not wrap around it. How does he just disappear? How can what I see be true? Where does he go? How can he just make a goose appear out of an empty bucket? How does he make a CAR appear on the stage? He is just so DAMN good. Apparently the man has sold more tickets than any performer PERIOD. More than Madonna, Michael Jackson- ANYONE. All I can say is he has my attention ONCE again. I saw him 10 years ago was so intrigued that I was sure I could run away and be a magician myself- can you imagine how proud my parents would have been…haha. Anywho…if you have not seen him, I think YOU MUST MUST MUST see him. I have decided- David is defo going to do some magic tricks at the next big party I throw- After all if he can disappear to Australia in REAL time…I can use some green to help him make my scene. X |
| 2006-08-23 17:29:37 / LittleMuse Back AGAIN!!! | |
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We dropped off with LM for a while- I had a ton of projects, personal stuff and flying lessons that got in the way of me and LittleMuse. Renee' was caught in N.O. filming the horrible aftermath of Katrina- did you know it’s the most costliest hurricane in US history- Katrina danced to the tune of 81.2 billion $...crazy. Anywas…we are back and working on a new program. I am so incredibly excited. We have so many talented artists who have signed up for this. They are deeply connected to creating social responsibility through art, music and film. We intend to have songwriting workshops, acting workshops and different methods of creating ART to get the message across. Anywas…I am off to another day- Learning classical Indian music again. I love coming back to things that I have lost for a while. Its like the first time all over again. My new mantra. Starting everything…. ANEW. Xox M. |
| 2006-07-26 15:35:52 / WRITING NEW MUSIC | |
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My GOD, i am immersed- writing new music for a VIP gig in Sept. Its really interesting because i am really focusing on being PURE for this gig. I want to step in my sacred place- that deep spiritual source that brings life to my words and music. I find myself so fascinated by who I am these days…like I am witnessing my existence…outside my body. I watch how I am with people, what I say, what I mean, how I communicate and WHERE does the MUSIC fit in? My sister had a brilliant comment the other day; she spoke of how some people have the source right at the surface. I love that- keeping your highest self at the surface- that infinite reality ready to serve you whenever you need it. I find I had buried it sooo deep inside me, I kept looking for it in others- charmed by people and their abilities. Amazed by actors, authors, poets, speakers…ect…not knowing myself or who I can be- now this journey takes me to a new music- a new place of old sacred music- something that is going to push me to places I was always afraid to go. Learning Raga’s that I felt only the masters were entitled to sing. I love the way life shines me up.xox M. Comment 2006-08-22 04:22:32 by Wow! I can\\\'t believe that you\\\'re the same girl that snuck me into clubs when I was 17!!! |
| 2006-07-11 15:53:44 / TRUTH | |
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July has been an interesting month for me. I feel like i am purging all my old habits, thoughts and failed connections to people or things. Renewing beautiful friendships and creating new progress for myself. This month is rooted in TRUTH. Facing the pain of my past, the hurt- the lies, the rejection. And moving into something more inspiring. Can't help but be grateful that a new day brings a new perspective...xox. M. |
| 2006-07-01 12:57:13 / LL COOL J- Dont Compete- CREATE | |
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A few days ago, I was in LA for the ASCAP Rhythm and Soul awards. As someone who has had the opportunity to experience the music industry up close, I am always in awe of the immense kindness and love given by the so called A-list artists and personalities. For the most part its not the names or hype that really excites me, its the level of excellence that each of these people have pushed for. I was deeply touched by LL Cool J (aka Todd Smith) who gave a profound and moving acceptance speech for receiving the Golden Note Award. It felt nice to be the presence of someone who believes and says- “don’t compete, CREATE”. His heart was open; he said he did it for the love of music- i dont think he’s aching to leave a legacy that isn’t real. Its all him- with the help of millions who have love for HIS love of music. At the end of the day we want to know what THAT kind of belief and desire feels like. We want to live it through someone whose passion is so deep it provokes us to find our own. I spoke to his wife briefly as well; she was just as warm and kind. With all the women just swarming around this super fly brother, she didn’t even flinch. Mad respect to both of them for giving respect to each other. Keep on loving...xox M. |
| 2006-05-31 18:47:12 / GRAMMY VOCAL TECH- NEEDS DESI'S | |
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As a voting member of NARAS (the GRAMMYS) I am always a little conflicted when we host an event. Usually, I am but a lonely South Asian face in the sea of musicians, producers, songwriters and singers. On June 10 2006, I wonder if the word will spread- Vocal Tech for 2006 in Emeryville, for which I have tried to reach out to my community. The problem? There seems to be a HUGE gap of representation, we lack the voice needed to make a viable contribution or are often not taken seriously when we do. The gap exists because we don't participate in mainstream organizations so what happens is South Asian artists like Niten Sawhney, M.I.A or even Rishi Rich can’t not compete at the Grammys- we are dropped into the WORLD category. Last time I looked, my music sounded more R&B Jazz than world. Can’t blame anyone if my own people can’t step up. So my question is. HOW ARE WE GONNA MAKE A DIFFERENCE? Comment 2006-06-02 09:24:12 by Sophie I hear you sister...And miss you too...See you in LA soooon. Soph |
| 2006-05-22 18:55:30 / BACK IN THE STUDIO | |
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spent some time yesterday in the studio again. I love the process of creation; i feel so much privilege to be able to do this. Its been a great month. We’ve done so much this month… been in 3 different countries this month. Crazy. Different city every night. I have to say anyone in the entertainment industry definitly has to work for it. Its not an easy gig by no means….and you know what…you cant do it for the money. It has to be for the passion. The fact that I am working on a creative new sound is building so much meaning for me and it makes it worth it. In this process… its all a labor of love. Talk'n about creating… when I was in London I dropped by Rishi Rich’s studio and there, I listened to his new unreleased CD. He showed me the hottest tracks. Some definites for the album and some maybes…all I have to say is that you guys are in for something that is going to BLOW your minds. That man has incomprehensible talent. Rish baby…YOU ROCK! Anywho…I love it when South Asian talent is killing the competition. Have you guys heard of the Kray Twin? Check’m it out. They are the hottest producers out there. I wish the US could catch up to London…musically. I wish…I wish…I wish..M.x |
| 2006-04-25 21:20:59 / Trying to keep it together | |
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There is so much going on right now...i don't know where to begin. You'll hear a lot more from me now as my show launches on DesiHitsRadio really soon. Its called SweetTalk. Its a show about whatever i feel like talking about...Don't you love that? I have also been very active in writing for various publications...I just wrote an article for IMOW. The article will be translated into five languages and then sent out all over the world. Gosh i love the power of media. Heading out of the country on the weekend. Can't wait. Its weird, i have five different friends who are going to be in the exact same place at the exact same time. We didn't plan it, it just sort of happened. It reminds me of my trip to India. We ended up in the middle of nowhere with a group of our friends from London. I was shocked, they were shocked. We thought, how random, just out of nowhere....but i guess nothing is random...xox M. |
| 2006-04-01 19:45:44 / ON Imaginasian tv | |
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Make sure to listen to Imaginasian tv radio...i will be on at 9 30ish on Sunday night!!! Talking about the new album and the projects i am doing...and whatever seems interesting at the moment!!! xox M |
| 2006-03-28 15:23:01 / im blogging on the Huffington Post | |
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I am really excited to let you know that I am on the Huffington Post. My first blog on HP is all about choice and religion. I encourage you all to go to Arianna's website and check out this most phenomenal think tank of men and women. You can check it out at www.huffingtonpost.com. (To read my blog just type my name under search if you no longer see it on the blog page.) I think its imperative that the creative industry gets connected to all aspects of social infrastructure..yes that does mean politics.. So here I am getting more connected to the politics of change…I imagine this is just the beginning. Xox M. |
| 2006-03-27 15:34:40 / Aristotle 384-322 BC | |
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The Antidote for fifty enemies is ONE friend." Thanks to all my friends. xox. M. |
| 2006-03-21 11:35:32 / SNOW IN MARCH???? | |
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I went home this weekend. Just got back last night and I have to say...I was not impressed with a weekend of SNOW in MARCH. "Cloudy with 40 percent chance of flurries. Wind southeast 20 km/h becoming light overnight. Low minus 5." Yes that is the weather forecast for Calgary, AB in March when the birds should be chirping and the and the sun should be shining...BUT I do like the way the cities looks drenched in white, I just don’t like the way it feels when I go outside...dry cold wind slamming into you the minute you leave any heated environment. Oh well, thank God I live in Cali...just found another reason to appreciate it...hah. xox. M. |
| 2006-03-15 18:15:40 / FIRST CAR RACE..thank you Sheikh Maktoum | |
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On the weekend, I went to my very first car race. It was put on by Sheikh Maktoum of Dubai’s ruling family. It was AWESOME. As VIP guests, we hung around on the grid, chatted with the drivers, watched the 30 sec tire change and the mandatory pit stop. I never imagined myself to love races…and the concept blew me away. His highness explained that he wants to create unity through sport, bring countries and people together through racing. Without knowing what to expect, I dreaded the 2 hours it would take me to get to the track, now I am so glad I challenged my soft warm duvet and comfy sofa on a rainy weekend. Oddly enough, the weather was bizarre, it would rain for 10 minutes and then stop and then rain again- which was not premium weather for a weekend race. Each team was pushed to the limit. Slipping and sometimes crashing in the unpredictable rain, I was at the edge of my sanity most of the weekend. Fearing tragedy every time a car would slip off the track. It was difficult to bear the nausea of speed and rain -but the rumble of engine was grossly exhilarating…for me the sound was the initiation of danger. An unbelievable demonstration of power. So now, I am into races…next one is in China, I wish I could go but its too soon. Aaaah…its all good….now I have another brand new hobby…xoxM. |
| 2006-03-06 21:10:17 / EVIL WINS???? | |
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From all appearances, it always seems as though there is a HUGE gap between good and evil. It seems that the good, those that never lie, cheat, hurt, blame ect SUFFER. And those that do the things we would NEVER do just get away with it. Reality is, if we are all reflections of one another then the “EVIL” are really just reflecting our own insecurities, hate, anger, greed ect. Yes? Who decides who is good and who is bad? I wonder why we get stuck on labels. What is good anyways? A friend reminded me this weekend to love everything about myself. Even the parts that I hate. Geez…what a concept eh? Here is to that evil little girl that use to beat up her brother( sorry bro), use to steal, still tells little white lies and can't stand people who gossip...oh boy. xox. M. |
| 2006-03-05 19:32:32 / Looking for myself | |
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Speaking to one of my close friends today, i realized that India change my entire world. There was a deep internal shift, a change in perspective, it may seem overly dramatic to say this..but I have never felt so sure of myself and myself in this way before. There is so much spiritual wisdom in india that you just cannot help but take it in, i am discovering a way of doing things that i thought were inconceivable yesterday, its as if i am FULL. I cannot explain it in any other way. Perhaps the most unique experience in India is that you are forced to deal with the inauthenticity of your environment with a new creative understanding. There are times when you are helpless, angry, upset because you are confronted with your worst nightmares. Looking at little girls begging on the streets, unaware and unsure of how many times they have been abused, raped or hurt. It bleeds your sanity and somehow increases your spirit. In the search for myself, i am grateful to the subtle power of influence that washed my fears away in India. And to those of you who have said to me over and over, "India is something i have been thinking about” All I can say it, it is a MUST. With love.xox M. |
| 2006-02-18 04:04:33 / POLICE ABUSE | |
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Its a little after 1 am right now in LA. I am tired, a little too tired to sleep…Just got in from dinner. The discussions at our table were very interesting; today there was eclectic group of professionals. A fashion designer, a lawyer, filmmaker, actress and me. All of them highly intelligent and exceptional in their field, they all added depth to the conversations we shared. One discussion that we focused on was police harassment. Specifically, police SEXUAL harassment. The two women at our table specifically recounted stories of being “molested with a flashlight” in the middle of the night where the focus was on her thighs and breasts. Another woman said two female officers had violated her. This comes to me days after another close friend reconfirmed the story of police abuse by telling of a story of two male officers who followed her for 10 minute in the middle of the night on her way home after a party- pulled her over, flirted with her and then FOLLOWED her home. I was a little uneasy listening to the account of two officers following a single woman home in the middle of the night with no pressing reason other than to know where she lived. It scares me when I think of how much power we give away and how powerless we feel when we are in the midst of such ‘authority’. It gives me one to reason to think twice about allowing any information to anyone; no matter what clothing they seem to be wearing. It is a scary world out there. Be safe…love. M. Comment 2006-03-02 21:21:29 by sandy I agree, dont let any cop just tell you what to do or how to do it!Comment 2006-02-25 18:36:14 by pavithra yeah dats really very true..i've been faced such citu but have com across such stories through friends...its really important to b concious of ur own safety.... |
| 2006-02-03 13:45:47 / Grammy week | |
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For the Grammys this year, Yahoo has picked up the ball where Google dropped it. Yahoo has full online coverage of the 48th annual Grammys. In fact if you go on to Yahoo’s music site, they have Grammy artists plastered everywhere. Kelly Clarkson, 2 nominations, can’t lie, I voted for her. Kanye -8 nominations…and so on. Kanye is an interesting character, he wrecks havoc with our notions of right and wrong. His on stage persona and earnest heartfelt cynicism to the gov’t is magnetic. I love the political and religious inclinations that race at the tip of his tongue. Spit it out baby, you are a rap star! I can’t wait to see what he does this year at the Grammys. I think he is going to kill it! I hope he gets all 8. And after all, he did discover John Legend…that alone deserves a Grammy! ox. M |
| 2006-01-20 22:39:02 / IN INDIA | |
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I just got back from India a few days ago. Catching up on sleep, emails, music...having lunch dinner with all my friends that i missed... Nice to be back...i must say India was just amazing. I learned about a land that seemed so distant from the US of A. I am honestly grateful for the heart and openess of India. The country and people are so warm, they extend themselves with such gratitude...and at the same time...there is harshness...seperation...division...its an interesting place. With love..M. Comment 2006-02-03 10:08:44 by Trevor Get some rest girl |
| 2006-01-11 00:23:43 / Traveln TOOOOO MUCH | |
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Hello from India. I have been traveling for what seems to for months now...I am in this very strange place...I feel so deeply connected to this place that if i didn't have the whole Grammy stuff and new album in the mix, i would probably just extend my ticket for a few months. Ahhh...maybe some time soon. Promise to update you all about the highlights of my trip. Love M. xox |
| 2005-11-18 22:04:02 / Freedom in the Sky | |
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Extreme weather is as natural as the earth's rotation, but many Americans regard it as an anomaly, an unreasonable, even malicious reminder of their vulnerability. "Americans resent the vagaries of weather to a degree unknown to other peoples," wrote the Hungarian-born gardening writer Eleanor Perenyi in 1981. "We feel entitled to dominate it, like everything else in the environment, and when we can't we are more panic-stricken than primitives, who know that when nature is out of control, they can only pray to the gods." Yes both hands wanted to leave the controls of the Archer Piper I fly and pray to some God. The moderate winds- about 30knots, threw the Archer around like a paper plane. I was immediately reminded at how vulnerable and fragile the piece of metal is...and how fragile my life is. In full view of my mortality, about 3500ft above the earth, i was realized to be up there, i had to ok with death- to be ok with the fact that one pocket of wind sheer could slam the Archer into the mountains or spin it out of control. There is immense Freedom when you have the choice to be alright with leaving your body. Now every time I fly i am a little closer to being free...not worrying about death on the tail wind … just enjoying the freedom, right above the clouds..content and peaceful. M. |
| 2005-11-14 18:33:17 / Fly HIGH | |
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So, i go for another flying lesson tomorrow....can i tell you how much i LOVE this...its the most amaz'nn experience of my life thus far. I love the word Pilot right next to my name in my log book....Ok...i just HAD to share that...M. |
| 2005-11-12 22:37:00 / Grammy 4 me 2 | |
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Good NEWS, I will be performing in SF for a NARAS(Grammy) event on Nov. 30th 2005. I am really excited…a little nervous at the same time too…its so different when you have to step up and work it out in front of your peers. There is a lot more pressure and even more reward. It’s a members only event and now that the Grammys is only a few months away…there is anticipation and excitement. I have found a great environment at NARAS... so incredibly supportive. They have always been willing and able to respect me as a recording artist first…never looking at me from the nichefied, marketing commodity that major labels try to box you into. Can’t wait until the day…my performance is followed by a Grammy…girl’s gotta set her goals right?? M. |
| 2005-11-10 23:49:45 / Lost for a Minute | |
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Hey everyone...sorry been out of touch for a bit. Still travel'n...writing new music...writing short stories...feel like i am in such a amazing creative space right now. Been working on a story...its really interesting how the characters now live with me. They seem to exist on their own...obviously...this spirals my imagination into all sorts of existential dilemmas...I sit for hours trying to discern what it all means that I can create realities out of virtually NOTHING. Not so strange when you think of our lives and how we construct and conduct everything around us…ok…its late…and I think that is enough thinking for me tonite…M. |
| 2005-11-01 15:12:48 / Diwali... | |
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Hi there! Today is one those absolutely fabulous days. I woke up this morning…a song in my head, lyrics rushed out, melody was clear…I love it when that happens! Its about 12pm, I am on my way out…gotta FEDEX it to my producer in LA. He expected it yesterday…but you know you can’t rush art…its comes when its ready. I feel like it comes when your fertile and ripe enough to embrace it. So you nurse the intention and hope that what you want comes flooding through your spirit onto paper and then into the mic. It’s also Diwali today…Diwali is a very interesting Indian Holiday…filled with joyous celebration and camaraderie. Significant for Sikhs, Hindus...and many others I am sure since there is such a cultural integration in India! I hope all of you have a beautiful wonderful prosperous Diwali….Love M. |
| 2005-10-25 22:09:41 / Traffic SUCKS | |
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What a day. I have to say i really don't like LA traffic. It takes forever to get from one place to the next. YEEEEUUUUUUUUCHK. I am glad i live in SF, even if it is part time. I can get from one place of the city to the next...20min flat! Its a really small city, for those of you that don't know. Only 7x7. Doubles in size every day. LA has the weather and the fab people...SF has sophisticated charisma...gotta love'm both...or try at the least. Peace and love. M. |
| 2005-10-17 17:23:07 / FAKE PARIS HILTON | |
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Last night I saw the FAKE Paris Hilton, and then the Real one later. Yes, last night was a trip! I went to three fashion shows, Kevin Hall, and Louie Verdad, second one not even worth mention. Its Fashion week in LA. The Fake Paris Hilton, suited up hair slicked back, sat in the first row at Kevin Hall, necks were twisting to check if this was Paris, The PARIS. No. Not her. Later on, sitting at the very hard to get into Louie Verdad show, I see cameras following the Real PARIS HILTON. Whispers behind me, “is that Paris, Oh my God, I think its Paris” She glided into Louie Verdad txt’n on her jeweled up two way, friendly hellos to fancy folks in the front row, middle section, the VIP section. Next to her, Jack Osborne, and two others I have no idea who. The madness over Paris was just wild. There were tons of celebrities, Lucy Lui, Gina Gershon….ect…but no one went mad until Paris arrived. In fact I met most of them in the VIP lounge, Paris didn’t even make it that far. Ushered in and ushered out. My heart went out to Paris, I was almost sad for her caged up existence. Scrutinized, judged, manipulated, loved, hated, wanted, despised….for what? Oh and by the way, the real Paris Hilton stole the show, we almost missed the fake one, sitting somewhere in the back row, shunned by the light of the one who made her more interesting. M. |
| 2005-10-13 22:28:22 / A Womans WORTH | |
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I am working on an essay. Its for a non profit I am passionate about. They want to know what defines my generation of woman. Its going to go on their site, among amazing well noted authors. I am extremely excited. What defines my generation of woman? The first word that came to mind was Softness. We as women- despite abuse, rape, hatred, social injustice, economic difference, patriarchal suppression…still find room to be gentle, kind…with the softness of a cloud. Some may interpret it as weakness…but the strong know…this is where the power lies. I have been there, weakened by the need to please, to be accepted to somehow give myself to the will of someone else. To make myself smaller so the other person could feel bigger. I look at one specific person now, cloaked in his own shadows and wonder, what made me a puppet. Thank God for his weakness so I could see my strength. Thank God for his insecurity so I could find my power. Thank God I never stayed long enough…but then who will change him. How will he know? Maybe the softness of some amazing woman will heal his wounds and help him see the trails he left behind because in essence…it really if we are all treated gently…with softness…we are always willing to change…right? M. |
| 2005-10-11 18:28:31 / WAAAZZZZZ UP? | |
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whats up??? Have you seen the movie CRASH? its brilliant! I say check it out if you have not seen it. Talk more later. Gots to go. My bro wants to go shop for a phone. Yeah! |
| 2005-10-06 13:17:03 / DESIHITS RADIO...HOT!!! | |
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Just a quick update, my interview with DJ Ranj will be airing next week. Make sure you guys check it out on Desihitsradio! I txt'd Rishi Rich last night to make sure he gets on to Desihitsradio too! Its the hottest place to be right now...Jay Sean will also be on in Nov. Now that we have all the coolest cats on Desihitsradio, u know where you need to go. Right??? M. |
| 2005-10-04 18:59:48 / wondering... | |
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We spend so much time wanting love, joy and happiness but work so hard to create hate, animosity and war. Why? M. |
| 2005-10-01 13:16:46 / the zen of flying | |
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Yesterday night was an intense and phenomenal experience. I went on a short flight over the city of San Francisco, my first log in flight time on my way to becoming a pilot. We flew over the city, breathtaking, beautiful, unbelievable…the fog hovered over the city in different shades of gray, light peeked through the mist of the lazy cloud as we flew just above it. Passing the Golden Gate bridge which was covered in dark condensation of water was amazing. The fog weaved through the cables of the bridge, not able to cover it entirely. The most dramatic experience came near the end of our flight; we were leaving San Francisco airspace to a private airport, when we were jolted 100 feet in 2 seconds! The wind threw us around and I can honestly say I wasn’t sure what was going to happen. My heart was in my throat as I grabbed tight to anything I could hold on to. The pilot, Chris, said it was the strongest wind he had felt in all the years he had flown in the bay area. GREAT..just what I need. As scared as I was, I am glad it happened. It made me realize how precious life is, in an instant, I had a million thoughts run through my mind. Surprisingly enough, I was just glad to be with the people closest to me. There were four of us on the flight. “I thought, well, at least we’re all together.” When the plane stabilized, I felt calmer, shaken and grateful. Chris, handled it beautifully, only later telling me he was a little afraid for us. Although I think its crazy to start my log time on such an experience, it’s a dose of the real. Its not a joke to learn how to fly. At any moment anything can go wrong. You can be thrown in the trenches, and all you can really do is slow the plane down and move to another altitude. Interesting eh? M |
| 2005-09-30 14:22:44 / My CraZy life. | |
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just dropping a quick hello. Running like a madwoman today. So much to do. Talking to folks all over the world right now, i can't believe how small the globe seems, internet, email, txt...makes it sooooooo small. Anywho...thanks to all of you who have great ideas about how to distribute my music world wide. LOVE IT! Keep the ideas coming. M. |
| 2005-09-27 10:58:04 / Littlemuse | |
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The LittleMuse fundraiser and show was amazing!!! I have performed at so many shows by now, but to produce one is a whole different ball of wax. Me and Renee' are already planning one for Nov. Location is to be announced!!! I will be putting some pictures from our fundraiser on our littlemuse website, which will officially launch in just a few days now. I think to focus on the artistic community and mobilize them to be responsive to our world problems is the only way we are going to make a real difference. Building a REAL ALLIANCE is the key to our future. Knowing that we are all interdependent. When i say this i always get unanimous agreement...but is there action behind it??? So I encourage all of you to write to us, info@littlemuse.org. To come together and stay together. Find no reason for separation, segregation or difference. Just remember, "A full heart has room for everything and an empty heart has room for nothing."Antonio Parchia |
| 2005-09-23 19:04:21 / renee' is late....... | |
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Kinda stressed today. Our Littlemuse Fundraiser is tomorrow, and Renee is not here yet. Renee missed her flight… I know it will be great, i have so many people helping out, artists, filmmakers, poets...all coming to give their time and share their art. Oh and I will be launching a new site in a few weeks. Make sure you guys come back and check it out. One of the things i am excited about is that I will changing my blog; I will allow people to comment. Just can’t wait for people to let me know what they think about stuff. I think it will be fun. Love. M. |
| 2005-09-21 20:36:45 / maybe LA | |
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Looking for a place in LA. Getting an apartment , kind of double minded about it...does that sound fobbish? Double minded...who says that? Ok...i really have to look and move in by Oct...although my girl is going to be in London and temptation is pulling me to go and chill there. I really want to work with a slue of producers in London and this would be a really nice time to go. Right now, my only focus is to be in the studio and finsih songs. Really am not interested in the whole promo/performance thing at the current moment, i just feel really bored with my old material- I want something fresh, something new, something hot. xxxM. |
| 2005-09-21 02:45:52 / When sunshine turns to rain | |
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Somebody rained on my parade. Yes…literally, sunny O.C. turned into rainy, icky, ugly O.C. In just a minute. Yes…that is all it takes for everything to turn upside down. A minute. I am a little homesick. The hotel room doesn’t look as nice any more, the fluffy pillows are too fluffy, the open space feels overcrowded…My fantasy is folding. On the upside, I played with a killer bassist today, he use to play with Duke Ellington and Thelonious Monk, his name was Putter Smith. You know what the best part about this beautiful human being was…his spirit. He was kind, respectful and full of life. I think music makes you beautiful, it opens the heart and leads you directly to the soul. Dontchathink?? M. |
| 2005-09-19 13:59:42 / What does Deepak chopra know? | |
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Yesterday...Deepak Chopra said to me...Patterns of behavior don't change. Today. I am wondering if that is true. Why do anything at all if things will always be the same. Every result will be the same. No? What of reform. What of criminals? What of our system of justice? What of meditation? Will I never be the person I aspire to be? If we look at our personal values, they are really no more than a slue of idiosyncratic values we have amassed during course of enculturation…so even DC’s opinions come from his indoctrination…I keep wanting to doubt my own beliefs, judgments, understandings so I am never caught in a pattern of behavior. Sometimes, I fail. I feel that my own perceptions must be incomplete and exaggerated in some way- I really don’t know anything or anyone. But I can feel a deep intimate connection to my world- and people…and… that is enough. Isn’t it? To say behavior can’t change is to say that everything is deterministic, free will doesn’t play. Karma lies too heavy in bed with determinism here. I CAN’T GET THERE. Karma feels like a jail cell, and I am involuntarily chained to its fallacy. The only thing that gives me some hope is Jung’s ‘acausal connecting principle’(synchronicity), the magic of it all is everywhere. In synchronicity, there is no consistent controllable pattern and because I can see it, feel it, experience it- I know its real. To me its like the experience of God. Its freedom, it just happens, as long as you are aware of it and move towards it. So, maybe there is hope. Maybe, patterns do change, or maybe there is no pattern at all and maybe, just maybe, I’ll one day be the person I crave to be…Love. M. |
| 2005-09-18 20:41:04 / DONT CASTE OUT YOUR DEMONS | |
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I am in O.C. The weather is beautiful here. Now why couldn't SF be more like this? I am staying in an amazing suite with an Ocean view....when i get lucky like that...i don't really want to go out much. Just sit on the balcony and stare into the horizon. Not sure of where the earth ends and the sky begins....i feel at peace..absolutely ecstatic, happy that i have so many blessings. I know i will probably do a lot of writing for the next few days. Look forward to losing myself. My Yoga teacher reminded me not to lose too much of myself, he quoted Jung...Be mindful of casting out your demons, lest you cast away what makes you best. I think its the best advice i have had yet. Its hard to make friends with parts of yourself you want to hide, extinguish, destroy- but what if we just made light of the fact that we have qualities that just make us more colorful, more interesting. I read an interesting note on a blog about me. My friends and family laughed at it and made it a joke for some time. Someone had said they met me and i was a 'raving egomaniac' I loved it. Thought how funny, someone really must know me. Still think its great. Anywho...that was my tid bit for the day. Love and peace...from the raving egomaniac...xxx- M |
| 2005-09-13 13:35:44 / SLIPPING | |
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Okay...so I’m slipping. I know its been a minute since i last updated my blog. Lets see…what the big news… my sister is moving up to San Francisco...YEAH. I am looking forward to having her here. She keeps me in check...levels me out. You know...its great to have people like that. I have good people in my world - am really lucky for my friends...they are just so supportive and AMAZING...I love all of you! To be in support of my friends right bak i want you all to check out an amazing podcast by "hot masala" DJ Ranj...www.desihitsradio.com He is light'n up the airwaves. Super duper fab show...DO NOT MISS IT. M. |
| 2005-09-06 17:13:05 / VAN JONES | |
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Had a meeting with Van Jones today. If all of you dont know about the Ella Baker Ctr. Please look it up. Its a great org. Me and Renee are looking for ways to collab with amazing people and ideas. Look forward to using the music as a voice to make a change. M |
| 2005-09-05 21:42:40 / HOME COOKED MEAL | |
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Long weekend. Just got back from Canada. YEAH. Had a wonderful time with my family. God loads of Cash...from Rakhee and just everyone that was happy to see me. Should def. go back home more often. Hahaha. I forgot how awesome being home can be. My mom made all my fav. dishes...she spoils me. I ate far too much. My sister is says she is surprised i am not 500pds...yeah me toooo...M. |
| 2005-08-31 17:39:21 / DIRTY MARTINIS | |
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Having a Dirty Martini Party with Renee...Looking forward to it, its a small fundraiser for littlemuse. On of our friends has donated her fabulous home at the edge of the Ocean...near the Ritz Carlton in Half Moon Bay. Its soooo beautiful...a night filled with music,dance and poetry...can't get better than that right? This is a private party...will let you all know when we kick it in LA..that way I will expect all of you to join me! Lotsa love. M. |
| 2005-08-28 21:19:05 / DALLAS | |
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I feel like a gypsy. Just running from one place to the next. 3 cities, 2 countries in 5 days so far. Dallas was SUPER HOT!!! I had no idea the airport was supersized....i get back for just a minute and then off again. Just wondering...did i sign up for this? I may be off to London again soon. Can't wait. So much going on right now, I just need to hit a beautiful beach and meditate my life into existence....love to you. M. |
| 2005-08-22 15:09:57 / GAZA STRIP | |
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Forced Evacuation in Gaza...these are the headlines today in Epoch Times. I try and understand how one can be dragged, screaming and sobbing from their 'home'. How do you separate on the basis of religion, color, class...ect. I just dont get this operation to divide. Where will it end? How does one implement ownership on a place...on land...something that is abundant and fruitful enough for us all to share. I need some help...i just can't wrap my mind around it. M. |
| 2005-08-20 22:15:25 / CRACKBERRY SUCKKKKSSSSS | |
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So I just bought the crackberry...can't stand my treo 650...it drops calls, dies on me, is un responsive...worse than some of my relationships....hahaha......i get mixed reactions when i tell people i have moved into the blackberry click. Really though...how many of us are not part of some consumer cult? And those of us with intense addictive wireless thumbtop personalities won't stop anywas...be it crackberry or other mobile devices. In any sense if the crackberry can really get rid of all that ails me and is both the antidote and addiction...then i AM ready for the ride... to begin, I will remember the words of Parke-Davis - that cocaine(ehem...here we can substitute the crackberry) "could make the coward brave, the silent eloquent, and render the sufferer insensitive to pain." Here we go...M. |
| 2005-08-18 11:54:17 / SHANTARAM | |
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Hey guys...i went to a great author reading last night. I have forgotten how wonderful it is to just sit and listen to someone read. Def. better than TV. I think creating the visual is a more engaging experience that having it fed to you..on that note, right now i am reading a really great book. Shantaram by Gregory David Roberts, I dont believe its available in the US yet, a friend brought it for me from india. Apparently, Johnny Depp will be playing the lead character in the movie version.... If any of you can pick it up from Amazon or a bookstore outside the US...do so. Its a excellent read...its a semi autobiography...Greg (the author) was in prison, a thief, a fugitive, in the mafia, a philanthropist...haha, yah it doesnt end there...its really good. Peace. M. |
| 2005-08-16 14:58:05 / DHOOMBECK? | |
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I am meeting a brilliant group of musicians tonite. I am just about to fall out of my chair as i write this. One of them, plays the Indian Flute. OMG...he is so extremely talented. The other is a Dhoombeck player. She is not only super fine but a great friend. We are working on a new venture together. Spoken word, eastern instruments, a little rag and hip hop. I can't wait to see what this Jam session creates. I may add Bass to this. What do you think? Bass would give it the jazz/hip hop style...sex it up just a notch...Damn...can't wait. M. |
| 2005-08-07 21:08:43 / sorry | |
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Will be in LA for the rest of the week. May not have a lot of time to find a computer and get to you guys. Sorry. Then i may head to Canada. Depends...will keep you posted. xxx..M. |
| 2005-08-06 21:16:38 / Self Violence | |
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Lazy Saturday. Ate too much...sluggish now...why do i do that?? Anywho...have a quote on my calendar by Yogi Bhajan right infront of me today for August 6th..."Meditation means not being corrupt to yourself. Through meditation you will remove the subconscious corruption and you will have a chance to be clean and clear so you can reach the potential." Hmmm...you know who speaks of this often. Satish Kumar. I really think he is such a luminary. He speaks of self violence...in society we often speak of violence done to others...but what about the daily violence we do to ourselves? Maybe...overeating falls into this category. Whats interesting though is that we are such an over consumptive society that any time you eat less, the first thing people ask is...are you on a diet? Low carbs maybe? So sometimes i think that this society actually helps us be self destructive. Anywas....these are just my thoughts...M. |
| 2005-08-05 13:05:23 | |
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So here i am, being consissstant! Whatchathinkaboutthat???? Here is a really Big deal, i just starting drumming. Learning the Dhoombeck(sp?) or the arabic tabla. Pretty cool!!! What's the problem? Every day i see a little more callus than yesterday...right on the palm on my hands and the edge of my fingers... If you know me, you know that i am the girliest of girls. I love soft skin, pampering,mani's-pedi's...you name it...I am a sucker for it...so callus on the hands....not so good, but since i must go and sacrifice for the music...i'll raise my head, stand tall and bear it...uugghh. Only thing that keeps me going is how fabulous i will be able to play if i practice, practice, practice. Right? M. |
| 2005-08-04 11:05:12 | |
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Last night i had dinner with Om Malik, Mr. Biz.2.0. He told me that blog'n is the hottest thing...if you are consistent, so i am taking his advice and am really going to try and come online much more often. The problem is that i am always on the go and if i can be totally honest...I really dislike being connected ALL the time. There is such a huge lack of privacy with sms, phone calls, emails, crackberry ect. All of it ALL the time is too much. Anywas..i guess it’s a sign of the times. We are becoming a much more integrated system. Everyone and everything is fusing, the conflation is obvious when you look at music and tech. For me, it’s the two things I pay most attention to, both are signifiers for the ever-changing cultural landscape. For music this is such an interesting time, I see sooo much in the mix- take a look at how Indian Music has completely muted the hip hop scene. Its compelling society to take a look at pieces that make America what it is, that it’s not just black or white. I think tech has also done a lot for integrating society…. In essence Tech is the ultimate equalizer. It gives everyone the same opportunity and creates such a level of inclusivity that we have to take notice of its emergence, and the classes that come from the use of it. I keep going back to the rise of the middle class in India. All of us make so much fun of the call centers there but under qualified workers make 25000rupees a month. That is a LOT of money in India, and that is day time employees. Night time boost is at least another 20 000rupees. Its nearly nothing here but in India, it’s a heck of a lot. Geez, here I thought I’d have nothing to say everyday…OMG. Lotsa love. M. |
| 2005-08-02 16:17:48 | |
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Ok last weekend, I crashed an Indian Wedding. I took notes after I saw the movie, and just accidentally stumbled on a wedding reception at the Ritz in SF. I'll tell you how it started. I went to the Ritz to meet a friend of mine. Waiting in the lounge for him, i kept seeing women in these amazing saris, just decked out with all the bling they could gather from their safety deposit boxes. Anywas...my friend was running super late, so i headed back to the valet to get my car. While i was there, I started talking to a woman who told me i needed to go check out the reception. She said there were rose petals lined at the entrance; she said it was the most beautiful wedding reception she had ever seen. Some multimillionaire… Tempted...I decided she was right and although i wasn't dressed the part, i just hung around making friends and having dessert (mmm...cake...) Finally my friend called, poor guy tried to make it back from Diane Feinstein’s husband's party...sitting at the head table, he had a hard time leaving, when he did leave, he couldn't find a cab and tried to walk back from the Asian Art to the Ritz. What a guy huh? Anywho, to make a long story longer, hahah...that was my weekend of wedding crashing. I encourage all of you to try it...minus the happy ending...wink wink.M. |
| 2005-07-28 22:41:59 | |
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I just got Lasik surgery done yesterday and you are not going believe this but i have 20/20 vision today. I am not suppose to be on the computer but i can't help myself. I am totally baffled by the fact that i can see everything. I keep thinking i am wearing my contacts and its only when i bring it to my awareness that I realize, i can have this amazing gift. I am completely in awe of this procedure. How do they do this. How does light just fix up the eye. I can't find the words to understand or describe how incredible this is. M. |
| 2005-07-24 11:09:40 | |
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Have spent most of my weekend working on LittleMuse. Me and Rene are putting together a private party in LA in Dec...an invite only event. It will be the launch of LittleMuse, a non profit that helps promotes social responsibility through music and the arts. I am also going into the Studio next week. Trying to finish up the 5 songs I am in the middle of right now! Its starting to feel like I gotta get ready for something, there is so much going on...sometimes, I wake up just bubbling with possibilities, its so intense. I know that i love what i am doing and it never feels like it takes too much of me. It always feels like I need to give more. Actually i am trying to keep that in my consciousness. There are so many people I know that just don't do what they say. It we treated our word like gold- wouldn't that be something? M. |
| 2005-07-16 12:59:50 | |
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Hey there. I just wanted to say thanks for all your support. I am really excited about the new possiblities in my life. I feel like i have just gone through a rebirth and my life is taking a new direction. I know my music will speak that. Love ya. M. |
| 2005-07-15 16:59:11 | |
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Just got back from NYC. What a great place. I love it. Hooked up with MTV World and iaTV. I love the freshness of what they are doing. They have such amazing passionate people working there. Its so nice to be able to go to a place and have them understand you and your intentions. On another note. I am working on some neat music ideas. I want to create really cool hybrid sounds so if any of you out there have any great ideas...shoot them to Shannon@mirasmusic.com. I am interested in checking out what people have to say or think about where they think music is going. Love and peace. M. |
| 2005-07-05 16:52:11 | |
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Had a great time working in LA. We have rough tracks that I have to work on now. I am struggl'n a little bit. Only b/c i think i am THINK'N too hard. Writers block. Me and my girl Rene Wilson, from the movie Ray with Jamie Foxx are in the midst of doing some things. Putting an event together in LA. We are going to have a portion of the proceeds go to a non profit we started called LittleMuse. Its really all about social responsibility for us. Feels crazy now...but its all good. M. |
| 2005-06-18 10:44:32 | |
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Heading out of the city for the weekend. I have not seen the Redwood forests and I have heard they are one of the most beautiful things to see in the Bay area, so I will be doing that this weekend. No phone. No TV. Just chill'n to some music and nature. I have some new beats that I am working on, writing to. Maybe this will give me the inspiration to move into that creative space. So let me tell you about an interesting conversation I had yesterday with a very dear friend of mine. We were talking about the importance of being responsive and not reactive and how essentially everything we receive from others is really about us, not the other person. How we respond to it is the key. I was telling her that I want to be more responsive, more aware, more connected to myself so no matter what hurtful or painful thing someone says or does...i can allow myself to understand from a compassionate place that their actions are about them and mine are about me. She works as a social worker and was telling me that body therapy is becoming known as more effective than cognitive behavioral therapy. They say your body remembers and trauma is stored in your body. I agree you can only intellectualize things to a point. Then you feel like your going nuts. Would love to know if any of you are doing body therapy and what you think about it. Peace. M. |
| 2005-06-15 00:56:03 | |
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There was a tsunami warning in SF today. False alarm. Thank God. We are pretty close to the water, but i wasn't worried at all. The weather has been really mild and warm, I wish it was East/south bay weather. HOT!!! Peace. |
| 2005-06-13 17:44:43 | |
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I went to the Black and White ball, a fundraiser for the SF symphony. OMG!!! It was so amazing. MTT came out and conducted the crowd. It was so much FUN. Everyone looked SMASHING. I think there were nearly 10 000 people who showed up in their finest. It was a little cold, as it always is here in SF, and I was wishing I had grabbed my jacket but otherwise...I had a really good time. I think the highlight was when we were dancing on the street in front of the Civic Centre and “Rock Steady” by the Whispers starting playing on the loudspeakers. I nearly died…its one of my absolute favorite songs ever. To top it off, I got to meet them at the Governors Awards (NARAS) last night. Last two days have just been so surreal. Oh and did I tell you, the performances just blew me away last night. Now if we could only get some really HOT days here in SF, Life would be perrrrfect!!! Peace and love. M. |
| 2005-06-09 14:14:44 | |
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I have been working on writing new songs. I am so excited, i am working with a super talented group of people. I don't know where everyone is coming from but GOD AM I GRATEFUL!!! I love it when people get in touch and have these amazing ideas. Just to let you all know. I am going to be shooting two new videos. Hopefully they will be done by the end of this year. This is for my first album. Working on the second one right now!!! I think it will take me well into next year...but I don't mind. I love the process right now. I just LOVE it. And I love you all for showing me so much love and support!!! |
| 2005-05-16 13:11:36 | |
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I had a great time at TieCon. It was amazing. I had a exceptionally talented group of dancers with me on stage. I loved it. I think I will have to use them for the next show, they just really add a lot to the performance. I have been thinking that I need to do a show here in SF...I have performed more outside SF than here in my own area. So, its going to be another busy week. Jay Sean is heading to SF this weekend, hopefully he won't be to exhausted or busy so we can at least show how beautiful SF really is. Then its off to LA and NYC again. Exciting things are happening. Will let you know more when it all comes together. M. |
| 2005-04-25 18:28:34 | |
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Been traveling a lot lately. Just got back yesterday. Am home for a few days and then I am off again. LA, London and eventually NYC. I think I may just have to take some time off and focus. I believe its been too crazy and I keep losing myself...I just want to write a few new songs. Actually, I want to write a whole album. At this rate, it may take WAY longer than I want it to. What to do...Peace. M. |
| 2005-03-21 11:07:58 | |
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Have a photo shoot today. Have not had new pictures done for a while. Probably because it takes so long to take the "RIGHT" picture and once you have the right picture....then it takes forever for everyone to decide how we are going to use it. HAHA. Yes..its going to be a great day. M |
| 2005-03-10 13:33:19 | |
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So, we are talking about doing a live concert online. I think it may be a really cool idea. I know the net has become such a great environment for growth. I love it. Will keep you updated on the dates and such. Have a lot of shows I am preparing for again. I may do a really neat show here in the bay area. I think I owe it to my friends. Been asking me for a while now. Anywho, that is the news for now. M. |
| 2005-03-06 14:28:29 | |
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Beautiful day in San Francisco today...its clear, no fog today. You can see the Golden Gate Bridge from my bedroom. I just sit here some days and enjoy how absolutey amazing this city is. I love it. Can't see myself living anywhere else. Today, the contrast of color is brilliant, the deep green trees right next to the blue of ocean. Far into the horizen where the sky and ocean meet, I can't tell where the earth ends and the sky begins. Gosh it is a beautiful day. Love and peace to all of you. M. |
| 2005-02-26 11:42:55 | |
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So, I finally met the woman...Madonna. I had always thought that i never wanted to meet her b/c of all the rumors, but i am glad to say she is very very gracious....and beautiful...so let me dispel all the untruth about her. Makes me think of all the judgements we have because we believe other people's opinions about someone. peace and love. M. |
| 2005-02-18 23:34:14 | |
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Its raining here in SF. I don't know when this is gonna stop! Crazy weather. Don't like it at all. Have a killer time at the Grammys...went with a few friends and even did the green carpet (heinken makes it green...not red) Saw Tyra Banks, Jay Z, Sheyrl Crow with Lance Armstrong...did you all know they were together? I didn't. Seriously though, Tyra is slamming in real life. I mean a real model...figure 8 and the whole 9. I mean I met Penelope Cruz...not so much as Tyra....you know. And you know who is super duper fine in real life...Usher...and of course..did you not love his performance? Him an James Brown just ripped it up! He is just insane... Anywho...Peace...M |
| 2005-02-13 15:17:38 | |
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Grammy week!!!!!!!! it has been nuts. Not a minute to rest. I am tired and a little homesick...and the show has not even begun! The actual telecast is tonite. I do have to say one thing though....Of all the beautiful people I met this past week...celeb's and non celeb's...I really liked Elijah from the Lord of the Rings. He was so down to earth...and totally adorable that I am so glad i met him. OK...the other highlight was Mekhi Phifer...YUMMYYYY! I think I will so have to brag and put our picture up on the site! M. |
| 2005-02-09 14:07:31 | |
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Its Grammy time again! High energy here in LA. I love it. The weather is beautiful. Look forward to seeing all these amazing artists that are here. U2 will be playing this year! I can't wait! Peace. |
| 2005-02-01 10:45:50 | |
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I have been searching for so much this past year. My voice, my heart, my mind. On this journey of self exploration, I feel as though i have come full circle in understanding that i am just one piece of the puzzle. We all come here to do something...and when you truely find that, really get your purpose, the world opens in so many ways. I am grateful to the music. It purges my sorrow, it delivers me...and I feel like I can ride on its wings....I am convinced now more than ever, music is peace. Much much love...M |
| 2004-12-20 15:58:31 | |
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Wow, the year is almost over. Every year, I am shocked that time has passed on...things have changed and stayed the same. I feel like a gypsy, running from here to there...unable to stay in one place. I am off again in a few days...and then back after the new year. 2005...here we come! |
| 2004-11-30 10:54:03 | |
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Seen the most amazing quote today by confucius- just have to share it. "Wheresoever you go, go with all your heart". Love M. |
| 2004-11-12 15:34:48 | |
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Finally back home. Only for a little bit, then I am off again. There is always so much to do. I feel like i don't have time enough for it all. Still working on the play. Its taken a whole new twist. I love how things sort of go in the direction they are intended to. Will be working with an entirely new band, that is always a little difficult at first, but i have heard good things so i am hoping we kill the gigs in line. Peace. M |
| 2004-11-07 19:23:49 | |
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Still in London. Having a great time. Last night my performance went off without a gliche. I sometimes forget that I can sing....there is so much prep'n that goes on before a performance that sometimes...you forget why- until you get on stage and you sing- I am reminded every time I have a night like last night. Amazing- beautiful audience. Great energy! I am glad i am living this dream. M. |
| 2004-11-05 17:42:04 | |
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The Magic Bus charity dinner is tomorrow. Black Tie. Very Shee Shee. It’s going to be really amazing. They have some really great people coming to this event. I am a little nervous about my voice. I have had a slight bug I have been trying to fight for 2 ½ weeks now and I know it’s a virus so I just have to wait it out BUT it does cause this immense knot in my stomach. I don’t know how I’ll sound because I am a little under the weather. In any sense, I know I will try my best and the rest – as they say…is in the hands of a higher power. There is one thing though. I have noticed that being in a crowd of so many, you can still feel immensely alone. I have so many wonderful people here in London but I am really homesick and I can’t tell you how hard it is to have these successes and not be able to share them with those that you love and care. I am so incredibly privileged to be doing what I am doing but I can’t help wanting to go home and just have a hot chocolate (the good thick kind) and read a book. It really does take so much dedication and sacrifice to do this type of work. I am grateful but its hard ...who knows…maybe I’ll write a song about it….M. |
| 2004-10-20 13:00:16 | |
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Yesterday was a pretty light day. Thank God. So I shopped, yes...that was fun. Anyone who knows me, knows my addiction is shoes and purses. Oh boy...did I have fun. Bought a deep purple coach bag, its the color for the season...how fab-o-lous!!!!! Anywho...the fun is over...have to memorize some lines for my acting class...and I am having a hellava time with that...now I have new respect for all these actors...its alotta work. M. |
| 2004-10-15 18:20:11 | |
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Doing a lot of catching up today. Running around like a mad woman. I think all of it will be worth it when I hear my new track tomorrow. Its called "Drive my baby home!!" My producers were heavy in the studio yesterday and I hear its HOT! On another note, I wish I could have sent out proper info about the radio shows I was on. I will definately try to keep all of you in the loop and I am sorry to those that asked and we could not get you the info in time. Peace. M |
| 2004-10-13 11:32:38 | |
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Just got back from Europe. Oh my GOD what an amazing trip! I performed at the Mela in B'ham on Friday and Saturday....huge stage, amazing talent...great food...it was a good time...totally intense. I did so many interviews on top of singing that I realized I can't do this next time. PR is before the event..Anywho...I was on a cooking show...made Chili Paneer with Mutz from Ztv...it was fun. Oh I forgot to mention...before the show in B'ham I was in London and tagged along with Jay Sean to Rishi Rich's studio. Jay is a intense professional and what an honor to watch him just blow it up...What can I say - can't wait until we work together! Peace. M. |
| 2004-09-15 12:22:11 | |
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Only three weeks until I go to England for Mela2004. Its suppose to be insane!!! I am excited that I will sharing the stage with so many amazing artists!!! Apparently with Ztv,BBC and other radio stations the mela will hit millions of people! Now the question is...what will I wear??? Peace. M. |
| 2004-09-14 21:11:36 | |
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Had an amazing weekend!!!! Met a hero of mine...Eve Ensler. She has been a huge inspiration to my work. I wrote "Stolen" after seeing her perform the Vagina Monologues in San Francisco and have been a fan ever since. Stolen is a really heavy song. Its about so many things. A stolen voice, a stolen body, a stolen heart. At the deeper level its about 'justice stolen'. Eve, in my opinion, has done incredible work to empower women and bring us all closer to understanding how we can work together with men to change the old paradigm! Eve, I give thanks for your beautiful, gorgeous spirit!! I love ya. Peace. M. |
| 2004-09-03 15:33:09 | |
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The elections are getting closer and I am not sure who the better candidate is. I don't like either of the choices. Kerry just doesn't seem strong enough and that worries me...and Bush...well...do I have to say anything there? I guess only time will tell. Right? |
| 2004-07-28 19:28:26 | |
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The Latin Grammy's is just around the corner and I am kinda bummed I'll be in the UK- I mean not really but sort of. They are in LA this year and I know all my music family is going to be there. Had a meeting with Mr. President Larry Batiste today and he said they are going to be crazy fun. Ahhh...maybe next year! Peace. |
| 2004-07-22 02:06:13 | |
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Working with a new bassist. He's cool. I like his vibe. Had a tough time singing today, wasn't into it. Its been a weird few days...feel like I am in a funk. Ah, sometimes you just need chocolate fudge ice cream to chase the funk right out! Anywas...preparing for England. Working out some kinks in my show. Not much time left now. Just letting it flow...peace. M. |
| 2004-07-05 23:23:14 | |
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Heading to LA really soon. I'll be performing for Artwallah. I am looking forward to it!!!!I think its a great cause and a small part of this new collective movement that is opening the doors for south asian artists! Great to be a part of this new wave of energy that seems to be everywhere right now! Love IT! M |
| 2004-06-27 19:24:11 | |
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I am in Vegas right now. Boiling in the heat, its 110 degrees today. HOT! HOT! HOT! This city is something else, seems like no one ever sleeps. My question is. Have you ever met anyone who has won over 20$. Well, here's to hoping!!! Peace. M. |
| 2004-06-22 12:00:00 | |
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Been performing at private events lately, its been fun. I think my next public event is in LA in July. After that I am taking some time off to write some more music. I have all these ideas just running around in my head and I feel the need to sit and WRITE, WRITE, WRITE!!! I won't perform until I go to England in September. We are headed the very first week, I'll be performing at the Magic Bus charity event. I've heard they have an insane list of celeb's that are coming. Liz Hurley ect, Some Royals will be there too...can't wait! M |
| 2004-06-01 15:40:42 | |
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Forgot to mention that my producer is Grammy President again for the San Francisco Chapter! He held the post in 96 and he did it again! Way to Go Mr. President Larry Batiste! M. |
| 2004-05-31 15:31:59 | |
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Just got back from NYC, had a busy busy time! Been doing a lot of interviews lately, mostly in the UK with various BBC stations. Love the accent, hard to figure what they are saying sometimes...but it doesn't matter, they sound great. Looks as if, we'll be heading out to the UK in the fall, or as they say in the UK, AUTUMN. Peace!! |
| 2004-05-14 19:31:07 | |
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I am soooooooo excited about a new project I am doing. I am producing a show called "Stolen: the story of Justice in a violent world. "The title comes from one of my songs. I have to say, I am just tripp'n at the thought of mak'n this happen. The show will be in September...its going to be INSANE. I can't wait. Tell you more when I can! |
| 2004-05-13 11:36:17 | |
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So, I know it looks like i disappeared for a bit....but I am back. Traveling tooo much! So I'll be co-hosting a radio show on 89.3 fm in central New Jersey on May 19th. The show is from 8-10. It also broadcasts online!!!Their website is www.wcnj.fm ....You can stream from there. Jay Dabhi will be the host of the show! Be sure to catch it and call in if you would like to talk or have questions for me!!! Peace. |
| 2004-04-19 15:24:09 | |
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Its been some weekend. Long....too much to do...but its a great type of exhaustion...a good feeling to know that things are moving forward. We are working on our show right now. Its a long process. Tedious. Meticulous. I keep telling myself it will all be amazing in the end when it comes together! Peace. M. |
| 2004-03-26 22:22:26 | |
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Been working on some new stuff. Mostly spoken word pieces. I love the power of the word. What I really want to do is just get out there with my band. Just seems to be taking longer than I thought it would....and I have heard it before...infinite patience creates immediate results...so I will try. In the mean while...its all good. Peace and light. M. |
| 2004-03-16 17:14:52 | |
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When I hear music, I feel no danger. I am invulerable. I see no foe, I am related to the earliest of times, and to the latest.-- Henry David Thoreau |
| 2004-03-16 17:12:56 | |
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Last night, I went to an event that has definitely changed my perspective on heavy metal. I met the boys from Metallica and Mikey Hart from the Grateful dead. All of these very talented musicians were at such an elevated state of consciousness that it blew away my misconception. They were intelligent and socially aware and most of all grateful. I think everyday; I am brought to a place of deeper understanding when I think of the power of music and what it can do for all. |
| 2004-03-10 13:46:29 | |
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Been working with a crazy producer named Kenz Desai. He was the in-house producer for Bally Sagoo. We worked on a track to be released later this year!!!! Its a sticky one! Once you hear it you won't be able to get it out of your head!!! I gaurantee it! |
| 2004-03-02 11:07:34 | |
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So we saw the movie...the passion of Christ. It was really brutal. I think I cried for half the movie and if any of you are going to see it brace yourself! You know, I think its a movie that everyone should see, even if you are not Christian. The movie holds educational value from the perspective that we need to not judge others for their views. We should allow people to believe whatever gives them peace of mind and does not harm anyone. The violence in the movie touched my spirit and I cannot get out of my mind how many people must suffer still. There are so many human rights violations throughout the world and it haunts me that there is a 'realness' to the pain that was shown in the movie. It's not just about Jesus. Its about us all. Love and peace. |
| 2004-02-24 23:05:03 | |
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The band is looking really good. I think we may just have found our groove. The boys are pushing the envelope...I say another month and we'll be ready to take any club on. The big concert should be in Sept...right here in the city. I think we'll have to start looking for bands who want to play with us. Any suggestions? |
| 2004-02-18 17:30:00 | |
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Right now I am working on some new material. Its a little different than what is on the album but in one way it moves in the direction I have been thinking of for a while because I am incorperating a lot of ethnic sounds. Some indian riffs. I may just put this new material on itunes. In a month my album should also be on itunes as well. Look for it. Peace. |
| 2004-02-09 19:59:22 | |
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Grammy week in LA was awesome! The highlight of the week definitely was going to Prince's Luncheon. I never thought I would react the way I did! I thought I was going to blow out of my chair. Just being in the presence of this legend and people like Chaka Khan and the Coasters...I can't even begin to explain it! I connected with Jill Scott, Mary J and Queen Latifah and felt so much love from these beautiful strong sisters that I couldn't help but think that when you have true love for something like music, you can't help but be beautiful! |
| 2004-02-06 13:55:11 | |
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So many people have been asking me about what I think of the planned publicity stunt at Halftime Superbowl by Janet and JT. So...here are my thoughts. As an artist, I am revolted by one more act that suggests exposure is equal to expression...that we take what is sacred, by that i mean the love for music and true creative energy and turn it into a derogatory spectacle that neither uplifts nor benefits the psyche of people. And if one is to utilize sexual innuendo then should it not be in a manner that does not detract from the music. Music should move you...and if its good enough to move you to a groove then its done its piece. No? If you look at all the little boys who were watching, and the imprint that will remain...you understand why women are treated this way over and over....the reality is that decontexualization is preeminent -so...have we given our kids permission to mistreat the music and one another to sell a few records? I really hope not! Peace. |
| 2004-01-31 14:51:45 | |
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Got caught up in the snow in NYC. Was mad awful cold, reminded me of home a little bit. I have to say I liked watching the snowflakes and the poor New Yorkers gett'n stuck on the streets. Was a little funny....only b/c I knew I was heading back to California. I had the opportunity to meet some really brilliant people this time. I still don't get it when people say New Yorkers have attitude or are not friendly, I think it must have a lot to do with projection. You know what...ITS ALL GOOD and I do LOVE NYC! One more thing. I wanted to let all of you know that my boy, Jay Dabhi is spinning at SUPERBOWL this weekend. He is working the private party for Jermaine Dupri and miss thang Janet Jackson with a whole list of A-listers and a the best of the B-listers. :) Comment 2008-07-15 05:51:37 by Constantinos Hi everyone. Great site.Comment 2008-07-03 21:20:19 by Achilleas Your site is very convenient in navigation and has good design. Thanks! |
| 2004-01-25 08:29:25 | |
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Earlier on in the weekend, I went to a party for a new movie that is not out yet called "Body Weapon". Besides all the actors who star in the movie, I saw AL B. Sure there. At first I couldn't remember who he was. I kept think'n Ton Loc but then someone said his name. Boy am I glad I did not go up to him and ask him if he was Ton Loc! I was surprised to see that he looks exactly the same, from what I remember. So strange seeing someone in person, especially since you grew up listening to their music. Love and peace. |
| 2004-01-18 08:42:47 | |
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Ok...Jimmy Jam was AMAZING! He has to be one of the most humble and beautiful people I have come across in this industry! We got a preview of one of Janet's new songs...let me tell you...they have it locked down! To top it off, he and Terry Lewis are also working on Usher and Yolanda Adams- talk about pick'n the best fruit! With all of that, he told me he does driving duty to and from school for his kids and then hits the studio at night! All I have to say, Jimmy, I have MAD respect for you! You are an inspiration for all of us who think we can't do a little more! Much love and peace to you! |
| 2004-01-16 13:21:10 | |
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Its been a hellava week! Productive, yet tiresome. Will be seeing Jimmy Jam tomorrow. I am really excited about that. He is such a talented producer. For all of you who don't know him, he produced Janet Jackson. He says they are almost done her next record. Can't wait to see how it grooves! |
| 2004-01-09 15:03:35 | |
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I am taking the day off today...sort of. I don't really think I have had a real day off in a long time! Can't say I don't love this though. Still have to pinch myself every now and then! Hope all of you are having a great start to the weekend...Love and peace. |
| 2004-01-05 19:17:05 | |
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Today has been an insane day! I have had meetings all day long!!!! From magazines to my lawyers to music directors! Oh my God! I have a sexy new idea for my "Infinite Love" tour and I am excited to test it out, its for all of you who love my spoken word piece from the album! Tomorrow, I'll be writing some music with Peirs, my guitarist. The music we write will be showcased when I play, I am getting so excited just at the thought of our show! |
| 2003-12-31 08:09:00 | |
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Its Dec. 31st. 2003...the last day of this year. I can't believe its been a year. Time passes so quickly. I can't help but reminisce of the yesterdays and what it brought...it reminds me of Gibran who wrote..."How shall I go in peace and without sorrow? Nay, not without a wound in the spirit shall I leave this city." So what is 2003 without all the ups and downs? Richer still for all the days and nights...now its on to a new adventure. 2004. Much love and peace. |